It is 1:30am this morning and I am in love once again. In love with my family, in love with my friends, in love with myself. Today my friend told me he didn't know depression was hereditary. 3 generations, maybe more. I am the cure. God is the saviour. Whichever path I go, I will end this. But I am running out of time.

Theres always that easy way out. But it is my last resort. I'll give myself 6 weeks.