Friday, June 06, 2008
Prozac: The chronicles of mood swings due to depression 11:57 PM


Happy isn't the word, euphoria is.
Anger isn't the word,
rage isn't either.
What is normal.
Zero mark. Tick tack, tick tock.
Metronome.
Faster.
Faster!
FASTER!

Stop.

GO!

Im happy, im sad, I hate you, I love you.
I need meds, no sir, im well.
No im not. Yes, I am.

But a moment ago I was...
normal?
Faster.
Faster!
ANGER!

Sad. Selfish.
Selfless. Sold.

The perfume is sold!
No! No! No! NO!
What to buy, where to buy!
I don't need money!
Where to go, what to do! This town has nothing!
Nothing for me!

Panic.
Blind.
Dizzy.
ANGER!
SADNESS!
Pauses.

I should do nothing.
Nothing at all.
Breathe, pause, look.
Smiling.

Everything is all right.
Its time to sleep little one.
Skips into the twilight.