You know what guys...im tired of all this shit.

My head cant take anymore of this. Its too bothered with other things. In fact, it cant feel anything actually. It just feel so heavy. So tired. So numb. Its like someone just tipped concrete into my ear and it hardened in the hollows of my skull and my ears are taped. My whole head is tapped with like masking tape. Gaffer tape actually.

Im sure all of you are feeling the same. So thats why im hanging on. We have to push on together.

Someone told me that I have eveything so I must be happy. Compared to you, I might have received more but truthfully, u and I, we are the same.

Welcome to this fucked up life.