The sky was grey and I was walking home alone. Rain drizzling down, trickling down my face; reminiscent of that scene in Sin City. The scene where the man shoots the girl in the chest.

I just gave char's maid the package (flowers and a painting a made). I do feel happy and stuff. But Im not entirely happy. I know this kind of gifts will not be lasting. Just like that bag I bought for her. Happiness cant last forever. For that moment you get it you feel at the top of the world but the next day u treat it like its part of you. Its natural. Its in everyone.

I just want to see you. Feel you. Feel your presence. Right now I can only imagine. Imagine you in your dress looking all classy. Your wavy hair, your deep eyes and your heels. Beauty at its best. I want to hold your hand as you enter the room. I want the world to know that I'm yours and you're mine.

Were supposed to perform at the prom tonight. But I was so bastardised. I can't believe I fell for it. I should have been thick skinned and proved to you! Not prove to you that were a better band. BUT PROVED TO YOU THAT I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS! motherfucker. *closes eyes*



"This was my dream. You shattered my dream."


The only girl I've ever loved
Was born with roses in her eyes
But then they buried her alive
One evening 1945.....