Monday, December 31, 2007
Happy Birthday 1:04 PM

Charmaine got a birthday surprise today at work. Her colleagues surprised her with a birthday cake. No present but there was a cake.
I cant help but feel envious.
I never had a birthday surprise like this. Even when I was small. Never. So please dear, cherish it.
I don't know how many of you out there who is like me but I feel for you. Its alright, its just hard for people to show us love. Don't blame anyone. Especially don't blame yourself.
Sometimes I like to watch this video and imagine that it was done for me. Its very warming.