Everybody is changing. You changed in one year, you changed in one month and you, changed yesterday.

Ive changed.

I began to understand why he did what he did. I began to understand what my mom told me.

People change.

I learnt a lot of things in poly. Edward teaching me the art of chilling out. Ryan teaching me that friends matters and Wei Hong teaching me that Emily exists.

I learnt a lot of other things too. Like, if u go jc u have to be fucked up. If you go to uni u have to behave like a bitch and go around saying: "You have no idea!"and that if u have a job, ure the ultimate being on earth.


People change.

Ive changed. I learnt to be independant. I learn to plan out my day. I learn to use stress to an advantage. I learnt to appreciate home. I learnt not to take people seriously. I learn to take SOME people seriously with respect. I learnt that inner beauty exists. I learnt that people backstab but just forgive that because they are just like that. I learn that depression kills. I learnt that the best way to handle suicide is to just lie down. I learnt that love exists.

and I learnt that there is no such thing as earning respect. If that guy is an asshole, to hope for respect from him. Because, how come u can get respect from so many others without even trying? Because these are good people who dont care about how great they are.

Its weird that when u get close to someone, after a while he/she starts behaving like a bitch to you. But then again, its only those people.