I dont wanna post anymore. Everytime I get into my blog, everything hits me again.

Im better now. Talked to my teacher, helped counsel myself down. Made a good friend, 2 friends actually. People who actually understand what I have been screaming all these while. Ive shut off my ears to the world actually. They think they understand but they cause more pain then comfort.

So yeah...

talked to my teacher, opened up everything to her, revealed all my secrets, released my burden and she corrected my life.


I feel im better now. No fear, nothing. I woke up at 11am this morning. School started at 8am. I just stared at the clock and I said to myself. The reason why I would have rushed to school all scared is because I want my teacher not to look down on me.


Oh well, its too late now. I have nothing to lose. Fuck it.




I have to attend a forum, discussion thingy at Suntec today. Maybe after that im gna go look for a job. Then go home and maybe go to Mac again to do Maya. Woo..awesome! haha