Helpless, frustrated, ah fuck this...


Im feeling angrier and angrier everyday...


Some of you may have noticed the change in me. Some of you may not. Its okay. Im a melancholic. Meaning, im borned as an 'emo kid'.

Sometimes I just wish to be somewhere, all alone. Be alone. Feeling alright to be alone cause theres no one around anyway.





I dont want anyone to be part of my life. Maybe its because I care too much, concerned too much, loved too much.





Tired. Exasperated. Frustrated.





Im feeling so unloved. Everyday, I have to think of so many people. Mom, dad, friends, you. I feel so unappreciated. I feel so neglected. I feel so used.



I need a hug.


Ah...go away. I wanna be alone. go away...





Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally