Wednesday, April 18, 2007
11:14 PM




So that's it?




No goodbyes, no hugs, no exchange of numbers, no moment of silence.


A family formed, a family broken apart




I can remember the time when I didnt know anyone. I knew none of my juniors. None of them. I can remember the time I spoke to him the first time. I remember the time I laughed at her the first time. I remember the time we walked together for the first time as a group.




So that's it.




No goodbyes, nothing.




Maybe its because everyone felt it. The moment of silence. The moment of sadness. Everyone is fighting it. Ignoring it. The empty void. Everybody headed home without looking behind.




Regretted yet?




Well I did. I should have done what I should have done. Go around, shake their hands, look into their eyes and give a formal departure. But then again, by doing so, the departure would be certain. Maybe its because none of us wanted to leave. So why say goodbye...




So its back to reality. No more syf...No reason to come back. I can come back. But then again, it would be different.

For now, im just gna distract myself from thinking too much of all of you...