Baby brokedown.

I remembered breaking down 2 and a 1/2 years ago.


Ask any adults and they would agree that secondary school is probably the best times of your live. But my last words in secondary school was fuck school.

Ill take back what I said.

Secondary school is also the time when you have mental breakdowns, emotional distress, confusion, suffering and suicidal tendencies. It is all puberty. Fullstop. I didnt believe it at first. I blamed other reasons, school work is too stressful...well thats the only worthy one to mention. All the other reasons were ambigious and nonsensical. Its all puberty. Fuck puberty. If only I had it earlier and live my secondary school life as emotionally stable and confident as today, ill probably be enjoying my life there.

Look, you go to school, you have a whole load of friends. 40? You go home, you do homework, you do your self study, you study somemore, you play game, you sleep, wake up, repeat. Okay that was how my life would be like. But look, at least your day is PLANNED. Unlike now. Look. You have to make effort to organize your day.


Puberty = Nature = Life but != to lifestyle (!= = not)


Guys, remember those days when we had suicidal tendencies? Haha, if we had killed ourselves, look at all the fun we would have to miss now?


Its agonizing to watch secondary school kids tackling this puberty age. I would be like, "dude, pick yourself up. come on. Or, hey pretty girl, take it easy, its not the end of the world yet".



Why didnt you call me when you were troubled?

I know you have your own problems. I didnt want to add more to it.