Dear Ma and dear Pa,

you had made me into a good son. But sadly I have to admit that it sucks to be a good son. I just wish that I can be a rebel and just tell you 2 off. Sometimes I wish I can do whatever I want to without worrying. Sometimes I wish to break the rules without needing to hide it with lies and deceit. Look, I need my space. I am your son. You love me. I love you too. So why cant you just let me go. I am not a child anymore. Truthfully, I feel that I do not have a childhood. I dont play with my friends after school. You fetch me from school and what do I do next? Hot-housing. Study study study study. What for? So that i can go to a good secondary school. Lol. For What?! ladidadida...so that I can get a good school environment. So...ladidadida I ended up in CSS...fucked up as ever. Study study study study. I was below average in class. But NOW..after getting 12 pts for O lvls...people think that Im a genius. WOW. Fuck you. I was born slow for your information. My mother didnt breast feed me because she was taking medicine. So ya, that also explains why im thin till today.

ANYWAY

you practically controlled my whole freaking life. From the day I was born till now. I know Ive got to listen to you. But please be reasonable. I want to go swimming you wanna follow. I go out with Char i have to lie that Im gg out wif my gang or else youll say cannot. I...I...ARGH..i swear to God..one day I wont go home. But first Ill just give you a call and tell you innocentlyy that Im not going home tonight. Sweet? Disrespectful? Ok you wanna know where am I...let me see...ok fine im clubbing. fair enough? wait...nah..tts lying. Ok...im just wasting my time stoning in town. Fair enough? yeah.

Today was Valentine's Day and you just had to spoil it. Sigh...its not about me not meeting Char. But what you did to me today was just too much for me to handle. I feel so manipulated. So controlled.

Ibu used to say, Badron, youll always be a baby to me.

I say, Bu, your baby has grown.