Stupid fuck. Today is the last day of the holiday for me. Ive never felt so frightened in my entire life. Here I am panicking when Im telling ppl not to panic for their own reasons. Sigh...this was one hell of a holiday. So many things happened this holiday. Got to know 'her', nearly killed this other 'her', killed myself instead and now im speechless cos this Monday im schling. gosh. Help me. I started on my blog again cos I guess it helps. At least its better than me writing all this down and my mom seeing them.

Im leaving for school to do my asssignments in just a moment. Whole day at school maybe after that im going to the library with Char. Dunno whether isit confirmed or not. She was acting strange last night.

Dream Journal:

Dreamt about this guy got beaten up by this group of guys. It was a long queue and the victim was at the back. So suddenly the ppl right in front of him stop moving forward and instead just brought him to the corner and beat him up. There was a reason but I forgot.

Another part of my dream is that me and this 2 other ppl are in this place. Kinda post-apocalyptic place and there was a murderer on the lose. We saw the guy on camera. took screenshot and the sucker was caught. What a loser.

What the hell