The year is gonna end soon. Im not happy but neither am I sad. However what i know is that every step I take is the going to be my last. As what I tell everyone on their birthday, congratulations, you are one year closer to your death. Ok ok enough of my death talk. Shaat my emo tracks are seriously making me into a depressed piece of crap.

Anyway, as I was saying, the end is near. I mean, the year is gonna end.
This year is my first year of poly...Hmm...so far so good. Good memories, bad memories and a hell lot of lesson learnt. Firstly, I learn that TIME MANAGEMENT is a must. Damn, I hate that. I know I need it. Especially when my head is always in an endless twister of rainbow splashes and jelly-copters. Yeah I am like forever under the influence of drugs. So yeah, i need to have time management.

Secondly, i need to learn how to be less enthusiastic about things. LOL. Well...thats what my friends tell me to do. Haha. Well...for this case, I refuse. haha..ha.....ha...........ha..ermm yeah i guess i need to at least be less uptight. But you see....it doesnt make sense! The competition in poly is like THAT! --><*puts hand on neck and show knife cutting action*>..Okay fine, I shall just compete with myself then. But the competition with MYSELF IS LIKE THAT!!-->><*Make fingers into a pistol and points at head*>...Okay im mad.

Thirdly, I learnt that school food was disgusting. And I blame it on the word SCHOOL. Ok lets not talk about normal food catering. I shall use our school's KFC as an example. If it was placed outside of school, I guess it would taste better. lol. Ok ok..school, before you sack me, please let me say further. This is just a joke.

Okay anyway, if you read my older posts, you will read about me sending in an entry for the NDP logo design. Mine was not selected. I think. I did not get any response email. But the thing is, I didnt even get any acknowledgement at all. So isit wrong to say that I lost? or isit better to say that they selected my entry and they didnt wanna tell me because they want it to be a surprise for me next year? :D

In this whole year, I only won 2 competitions. One is for being in the top 10 for a postcard competition for Genio Ribelle, and the other one is a consolation prize for a creative writing competition in my school. Well, im satisfied. Think about it. If i were to be top for everything, people will hate me. lol. I would prefer not to win but still be recognized.

Okay, another thing i learnt this year was that SMILING helps a lot. I did an experiment. lol. One fine day i came into class and i didnt smile. Haha i didnt know whether i did it on purpose or whether it was one of my badass day. Lol. Everyone were affected damnit. Lol..lonely for one whole damn week.

Yesterday I came into class and smiled. Lol. Everything went excellent. lol.people are so weird. haha...now tts irony.